Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Blog Tour Review & Giveaway ~ Fighting Silence (On The Ropes #1) by Aly Martinez


Meet Till & Eliza in Aly Martinez’s newest fighter series!
Fighting Silence
On The Ropes #1



Sound is an abstract concept for most people. We spend our lives blocking out the static in order to focus on what we believe is important. But what if, when the clarity fades into silence, it's the obscure background noise that you would give anything to hold on to?
I've always been a fighter. With parents who barely managed to stay out of jail and two little brothers who narrowly avoided foster care, I became skilled at dodging the punches life threw at me. Growing up, I didn’t have anything I could call my own, but from the moment I met Eliza Reynolds, she was always mine. I became utterly addicted to her and the escape from reality we provided each other. Throughout the years, she had boyfriends and I had girlfriends, but there wasn't a single night that I didn’t hear her voice.
You see, meeting the love of my life at age thirteen was never part of my plan. However, neither was gradually going deaf at the age of twenty-one.
They both happened anyway.
Now, I'm on the ropes during the toughest battles of my life.
Fighting for my career.
Fighting the impending silence.
Fighting for her.
Every night, just before falling asleep, she sighs as a final conscious breath leaves her.
I think that's the sound I'll miss the most.





I swear to fucking God,” I snarled as I stomped a pattern around Eliza’s hospital room. She had just been wheeled out, but my anger and anxiety filled the room in her absence.
Calm. Down,” Slate said from the doorway. “It’s no big deal. I’ll get it back.”
Fuck you.”
You’re welcome. Now, get your shit together and remember who the hell you are talking to.”
Eliza didn’t have insurance, and she had freaked when the doctor told her that he wanted to run a CAT scan because of the trauma to her face and head. She’d flat-out refused, spouting off some crap about not going into debt by racking up a huge hospital bill she’d eventually have to pay. She’d sworn she was okay, but I’d absolutely not been anything even resembling okay.
So I’d lost it. I’d snapped at her like a fucking asshole. Then I’d shouted at the doctor for reasons that didn’t even make sense. In turn, he threatened to call security, which only pissed me off more. It was a clusterfuck in that room until Slate came in and physically pinned me against the wall. While I was trying to get my shit under control, Erica was apparently informing administration that she and Slate would be financially responsible for Eliza’s hospital visit. While I was relieved as they wheeled her out of the room, I was sick and fucking tired of feeling like a broke-ass, worthless dick all the time. As it often was, my anger was aimed in the wrong place, and Slate was the only man in the room.
Get my shit together?” My heart pounded in my chest, and every muscle in my body strained under the mounting stress. “I’d like to see how the hell you’d react if Erica looked like that and there wasn’t a fucking thing in the world you could do to help her.”
Slate’s eyes turned dark as his jaw clenched. “It was different. But I’ve been there,” he stated matter-of-factly. “It was the worst day of my life. I wasn’t even the one who got to make the piece of shit pay either. But honestly, Till, sometimes you have to accept that it’s not the way things get done or who does them. As long as, in the end, they are done. She’s getting that CAT scan right now, and you can sleep easy tonight knowing that she’s okay. It doesn’t matter one bit who signs the check that pays for that kind of peace of mind.”
It matters to me. You have no fucking idea how it feels to be so goddamn helpless all the time. I can’t do this anymore. I’ve only truly had her for less then twenty-four hours and I’ve already failed to fucking protecting her and provide for her. My boxing trainer had to pay for her medical bills. It’s embarrassing!”
It’s only embarrassing if you let it be.” He shrugged and settled into the chair next to the door.
I continued to pace. I couldn’t get over the heavy weight of failure compressing my chest. “Why the fuck would she want to settle for someone like me? I failed out of high school. I work sixty-three hours a week for minimum wage so that I can barely pay the bills on a shithole apartment. For fuck’s sake, I have two brothers I want to give the world, but last week, she had to buy us groceries. Oh, and there is always that fun fact that I’m going deaf. One day, she really will have to take care of me! I can’t handle knowing that she has to settle for a future filled with struggles just to be with me. I love her. I really fucking do. But at what point do I let her go because I know she’d have a better life with someone else?” I finished my rant on a yell.
Wow. You have a really gone off the deep end. She’s not some puppy you can find a better home for.” He stretched his legs out and crossed them at his ankles.
If possible, it managed to piss me off more. I was in emotional upheaval and he was getting comfortable.
Just leave me alone. I can’t deal with your shit right now.”
You want to go pro?” he asked randomly.
What I want is for you to leave.”
Is that a no?” He crossed his arms over his chest.
What the fuck are you talking about? Nothing has changed. I still don’t have the time. Honestly, I think I need to give up boxing altogether. Maybe try to find another job or something.”
I’ll bankroll eight hundred a week. Quit your jobs and come work for me in the ring. It comes with health insurance for you and the boys too.”
I stared at him, awestruck. That was double what I was bringing home each week.
I’d always heard that you couldn’t judge a man’s character by the balance in his bank account. Thank fuck for that because character might be the only place I wasn’t overdrawn. And right then, Slate’s offer sounded a whole lot like pity. No matter how appealing it sounded, I wanted to make it without having to rely on anyone else. I couldn’t afford to sacrifice character.
Why are you doing this right now? What part of that conversation confused you? I don’t want your charity.”
It’s not charity. I’m gonna make a shit-ton of money off your ass. This isn’t a free ride. I’ll get all of your winnings until you’ve paid me back. Then anything you make over that, I get thirty-three percent. Erica’s been eyeing this condo on the beach in Florida. I’m hoping you can help me out and buy that for her.”
Outstanding. Slate wants to buy a condo on the beach and I just want to keep the electricity on.
It has to be hard being you.” My voice dripped with sarcasm, but it only made Slate smile.
I guess you won’t know until you try. I made every single penny I have from boxing. If you think money will solve all your problems, then put whatever preconceived notions you have about my motives aside and take my offer. But if you decide to refuse, you should know I won’t make it again.”
Why now? Less than a month ago, you told me I wasn’t ready. Where was your offer to bankroll me then?”
I’m not going to lie to you. You’re not ready. Not if you want to be great. But with enough time, I can get you there. You’re raw right now, and despite whatever you think, you’re driven by something greater than the almighty dollar or dreams of stardom.” He stood up and walked over to me. “To answer your question about why now, I was wrong. You’re not hungry for more in life. You’re fucking starving. I can work with that.
Did you even listen to yourself while you were talking? Not one single thing you said was because Till Page wanted more money or a nicer car. You were concerned about Eliza and the boys…but never Till.” He poked my chest right over my heart. “I’m making an investment in you, Till. It’s no handout. I believe you’re going to set the boxing world on fire, because every time you put on those gloves, you’re doing it for them. Say yes. Accept the offer. Quit your jobs. Take a week off to take care of her. Then get your ass in my ring.”
I had no words. If I spoke, I was going to look like a sniffling little bitch. So I nodded instead.
Good. I’m going to find Erica and get some coffee. I’ll send over the contracts and your first paycheck in the morning.” He turned and headed for the door.
I stood in the middle of an empty hospital room where my fantasy and reality had collided. Finally, I had the break I had dreamed of, but it had taken almost losing Eliza to get it. I would forever remember the way I felt in that moment. Cracking my neck and shaking out my arms, I decided I was done letting the world run over me.
Slate had just handed me my one chance to make a better life, and I was going in with gloves blazing. For the first time in my fucking life, I was climbing through the ropes.



5- Emotional-as-Hell, Sexy-as-Sin -Stars
~this review may contain minor spoilers~

I'd sure as hell make it so she couldn't give herself to anyone else.
I'd never had anything I could call my own, by Eliza Reynolds would always be mine.

Eliza Reynolds and Till Page have been best friends since they were thirteen years old. Neither of them have had a great childhood, both suffer from their own demons and insecurities, but the one thing they have always had was each other-an escape from their shitty reality. Both always secretly longed for more from the other but were terrified of losing what they had. As the years pass by they have stayed by each others sides, through relationships and hardships, Till fighting to keep his two younger brothers out of foster care and Eliza struggling to get through school, but now they face the biggest challenge of their lives as Till's worst nightmares start to force their way into the present. The silence that has been threatening his existence is making itself known and Eliza has no idea how to help him, not that he'll let her. Can they manage to work past their fears enough to finally be everything they've always dreamed of? Will it be enough to get them through what's to come?

She needed me, and I had been too wrapped up in my own shit to realize she was struggling too. It was time to man the fuck up. I couldn't do it for myself, but I damn sure could do it for Eliza.

This was one of those books that took me by surprise and that doesn't happen very often. I fell so hard for these characters so fast, it was impossible NOT to get drug completely into the story right from the beginning. It's told in a way that we get to travel through time from the beginning of Eliza and Page's journey to where they are now-we get to relive some of the most important parts of their relationship, good and bad, we get a deep understanding of the way they feel for each other, their hopes and fears, and though we may not always like some of the choices they make we always understand why they make them. Eliza is an amazing woman-she is the type of lead character any female can look up to. She's strong and resilient, caring and loyal, she fights for what she wants, does what ever she needs to keep what she has, and isn't afraid to stand her ground even if she hurts herself in the process. Till was pretty spectacular too-he struggles to take care of his family any way he can, Eliza and his brothers mean everything to him and he has no shame in letting everyone know it. He could be frustrating and stubborn as hell at times, and I may not have agreed with all of his reasoning, but it made complete sense to him and his damaged heart. Life dealt him some pretty harsh realities that would make most people crumble, but he kept on fighting. I completely fell in love with the brothers, Flint and Quarry-both unique, strong and protective in their own rights, and Slate was the big brother type everyone should have in their lives. So many amazing characters, a fast-paced, one-of-a-kind story, laughs, tears, drama, heartache, steam, but above all-family. This was definitely a journey worth taking and one I would recommend to anyone who likes their romances with a little bit of grit. The best kind of love stories are the ones that don't come easy-anything worth having is worth fighting for. Aly Martinez has solidly landed herself on my One-Click-Addiction List one blush, giggle, and tear at a time and I cannot wait to see what she brings us next.

I won't leave ever again. I swear. It's me and you forever, Eliza.”
Eliza.
Forever.
With Till.




 Born and raised in Savannah, Georgia, Aly Martinez is a stay-at-home mom to four crazy kids under the age of five, including a set of twins. Currently living in South Carolina, she passes what little free time she has reading anything and everything she can get her hands on, preferably with a glass of wine at her side.
After some encouragement from her friends, Aly decided to add “Author” to her ever-growing list of job titles. Five books later, she shows no signs of slowing. So grab a glass of Chardonnay, or a bottle if you’re hanging out with Aly, and join her aboard the crazy train she calls life.

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